Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Ups and Down....

Allopss!!! don't know how to describe about it... actually i'm just down right now..huhu.. so how can me rise up it back.. gosh.. nearly my final exam beb.. help..help.. but i'll tell you some... when you just newly getting up from felt down before... i'm pretty sure that you can make all the thing to be much..much better like what you wanna do right?...so.. it time you just newly feels you can rise it up... but suddenly you have been so..so.. down after a days becoz something crushing you...huhu.. like you don't even can't do anything.. studying, working..and what ever it is.. it all make you flying to your problem.. it was a huge big thing really disturb ur mind. like it feel so..so painful.. tak puas hati, sakit hati, bengang, gosh... really stress with all this.. trying to solve it but.. you can't do anything.. but it still playing in your head.. damned... all the way you just try to running from it.. but you will get disappointed result.. hurmm.. mmg damned celaka betul si penyabab aku jadi mcm nih(the person i trusted and i feel can help me before).. His really ruined my life without felt guilty even a bit.. but blame on me.. ?? seriously i said that after all this happen to.. you can't trust anybody around you.. just only the person who really live with you for a long time that you can trust.. who's  that really know you. uhuk!! 

PS:Pergh!! akhir aku tulis di sini.. aper nak buat.. aku cuba terima dengan redha ketentuan ilahi.. tapi mende nih bermain difikirannku sakitnya hati hanya tuhan jer yang tau.. hari demi hari berlalu.. aku langsung takleh nak focus.. walaupon seblum nih aku penah 4.0 untuk final project.. tapi skang 1.0pon belum tentu aku rasa nak boleh dapat walau untuk subject biasa.. damned betul aku down teruk sangat.. please motivated me anyone.. YA ALLAH berikanlah aku kekuatan... AMIN...

2 comments:

white rose said...

baca Al Quran banyak2...khusyukkan solat...

Hill_Mie said...

Insyaallah,, terima kasih ;)